My life

2005-06-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

sorry that i have not blog for so long... didn't really feel like blogging... many things came and went... stuffs that i did not want to happen happened... things that i hope will come true did not... life kinda sucks for me at the moment... but no worry... i will pick myself up soon and get on with life...

yest was the last official rock climbing session for me since nxt week i will be missing due to the pulau tinggi trip... seriously speaking... i did enjoy myself there... it was quite fun trying to attempt some walls that i know i cannot climb... despite unable to reach the top... its still the process that counts... haha... ok... just trying to comfort myself... kekeke... surprisingly... i found out that most of us want to come back to climb... haha.... these few fridays had really been fun... sch ending early... hanging out at J8 or town... going for rock-climbing late... then 'tour' around singapore... journey for fri... sch ===> J8/Town ===> tanjong pajar ===> punggol ===> woodlands... how interesting right??? haha... i will miss these fridays... especially the conversations we all had...

campland came and went very quickly... its one of the very few times that i actually have a chance to be a leader... somehow or other... i still think i should be a follower and not a leader... it just suits me more... but anyhow... i did had great fun... esp during the campfire... we, rangers, went crazy and did a few stupid things... haha... but i enjoyed it... kekeke...

i'm tired to go on typing... shall end here... will further update when i feel like it...

2005-05-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

bahhhhh... i don't know what to update at all... haha... 2 tests tmr... totally just sucks! not at all prepared for it... can't seem to understand what the hell chemical energetics is all about... and theres still the stupid s,p,d,f crap... man... think i'm gonna fail chem for the first time in my life... how great??? well... just praying that i can at least scrape through this test... i will be happy enough... haha... oh ya... there's still the maths test... trigo functions... how fun??? well... at least its getting better... used to just give up on these qns... but now at least i can solve some of them... haha...

i'm confused bout an issue... really don't know how to handle it... i guess i shall just let nature take its course... let god, or whoever out there can help me, to decide... hopefully it will be a happy ending to the issue... hopefully......

ohhhhhh.... i finally got a zen micro... was deciding between a MuVo and a Micro... finally decided on a Micro as it was more value for money... for $299... u get get either a 1GB MuVo or 4GB Micro... wouldn't it be stupid for anyone to take the MuVo... so yea... decided on the Micro... when i wanted to buy... the stupid salesperson then say... there's no cable for the 4GB one... thinking that since i already spent so much money... a little more won't really matter right??? haha... so i bought the 5GB one instead... how cool??? haha... now... i must start downloading songs... =D whee~~~~~

ok... guess i'm done here... don;t think thats any other thing to blog about...

i miss u dear... hao xiang ni...

2005-05-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

ok... i really regretted my decision to quit badminton... i was thinking of giving life science a chance... but i really can't stand it... sitting arnound in class for 1 hour doing nothing every wednesday don't seem very interesting to me... and that just sucks... haiz... ok... at least for now fri seems quite fun... dinner, rock-climbing with the life-sciences people in class, then tour around singapore... -.-! but nvm... i shall continue to perserve on... since nyaa gold is on the menu... haha... and the june trip seems really interesting... air-conditioned rooms... bbq... turtle-project... kayaking... guess thats the only up point in lss...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me'
Til then I walk alone

tests, tests and more tests... throw in project work... now that just totally sucks... finally scored better in my chem test... got 17/20 for this one... the previous was pretty crap... got 14/20 only... so merrill is still top... ying jun second... me and shiying third... for now... hope i can maintain somewhere in the top 3 after the 3rd chem test... energetics!!! i think i'm gonna die... sucks sucks sucks!!! haiz... and physics test is really just pure crap... i think i totally flunk it... i did a little... realise i'm gonna die... stop doing and went to sleep instead... so how nice??? half my paper is blank... haha...

Ryan Cabrera - True
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might thinkI don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

You don't know
What you do
Every time you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

this song totally rocks!!! super nice... wahahahahahahaha

2005-04-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

Your Rising Sign is Sagittarius

Happy and upbeat, you are always optimistic.
Even when you're in a bad mood, people find you friendly.
On the flip side, you're very restless and bored easily.
You've been known to pick fights just for the fun of it.
You've got a great sense of humor and a quirky outlook on life.
Aggressive, wild, and unconventional, no one knows what you're going to do next.

Would you take my hand would you run away with me,
to a destination where we can be so free.

Your #1 Match: ESFP
The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #2 Match: ESTP
The Doer
You are adventurous and risk taking.
You act first, think second.
You love being the center of attention.
Chances are you were the class clown.
Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.
You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you.
You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

alvin lee
broke his knee
so funny
married ashley
gave birth to happy-lee
who became a happy-nurse

LOL!!! still find this shit damn funny... hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaaahahahahaha

2005-04-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

badminton... something that has been in my life for the past 10 or so years... yet just because of a moment fit of anger... i've just lost something that has been with me for the last 10 years... some may say its a stupid thing to do... wheras some may say that i should quit... at the start... when i just quit... i thought i made the right decision in quiting... firstly, i DON'T like the coach at all... he totally sucks... secondly, i needed more time on my hand to do my studies and stuff... being in badminton will practically take up every day of my life for training... thirdly, i reached my peak in sec 4 south zone... and since then my form has been dipping... so all along i thought that i was happy that i am finally free from badminton... but one day... just out of curiosity of what was happening back in SJI... i went back on a training day... bad decision... firstly, shiying force me to buy a SJI badge for her... >.< ok... out of point... haha... secondly, lets just say i found out that i still love badminton alot... i totally miss the feeling of playing in court... the tense feeling of competition... where everyone is behind you cheering you on... that feeling is just great... but its all gone now... gone just because i've quit badminton for life sciences society... but anyway... i've decided that i am going back to SJI to train once in a while... or rather just to play some badminton... haha anw...
ben rox!
sean rox!
shiying rox!
shirlene rox!
alloy rox!
weng rox!
kaiquan rox!
weeyang rox!
fabien rox!
alot more pple rox!
but...
most importantly...
grace DON'T rock! LOL

btw... ****** sucks... and thats an understatement... LOL

2005-04-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

ok... i just changed my blog template... yes yes... again... hahaz... but well... i was just so captivated by it not to use it... guess this is the first template that i've actually used from blogskin w/o changing anything at all... its just to nice too change... hahaz...

i miss 1t22... i miss many people... people like kaiquan, zhouyang, suiren, fabian, royston, edmund, etc... miss the times we had together in 1t22... operation WAOW, e-day, xin yi dai 5566, S.H.E, M2M, pon lecture, pon chinese, bball, vball, 5 day lan week, chem rep... really miss those times alot... i am sure i will never be able to find anyone capable of replacing u all... i'm sure of that...

but well... they say that life has to go on no matter what happens... so ok... might as well make the best out of it... i'm now in 1t28... where half the class is from 1t22... but those above mentioned are missing... either couldn't make it to cj, went other jcs, or took a 4 sub combi instead of a 3... stupid chiam... he lied to us about 3 subs and 4 subs able to stay in a class together...

anw... back to 1t28... hahaz... i am now made to sit at the front left hand corner of class... sitting beside me is our dear xiao hou... beside her is shirlene... behind xiao hou is sean... wee yang is behind shirlene... chiam put me here so that i wouldn't talk... hmmm... i believe he is either stupid or retarded... hahaz... with sean and wee yang so near me... i won't talk??? what a joke! LOL! well... maybe he tot putting me beside a girl might stop me from talking... but... the xiao hou... i tell u ar... she looks so quiet... but in actual fact... she can talk and talk non-stop once she starts talking about naruto... haha... btw... she says her bf is gaara... wahaha...

anw... shirlene pointed out to me and sean a prob that me and sean have long discussed... she says the class is very weird as we are not at all like other classes as we are all seperated into diff groups... the 1t22 guys, 1t22 girls, the rest of the girls... and some AS... ha ha... i kinda know that this would happen... thats why i had hoped that the whole of 1t22 could have stayed together... its was not easy bonding so well together... and to do it all over again seems very tiring to me... i guess to a few certain individuals too... but i guess this cannot go on... oh well... the class have gotta bond somehow... how we gonna do it i dunno... just guess see what sean is gonna come up wif again... haha...

k... off to my dinner now... finally updated in such a long time... hahaz... :p

2005-03-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

i seriously don't know how to start this entry.. lets just say this entry will be a recap of the first 3 months in a jc for me... was reading sean's entry just now... i was really touched by it... zhou yang's too... i never thought that this first 3 months would have such a huge impact on me... at first... i thought that 3 months would be too short a time for the class to bond together... well... apparently not... the last 2 days had been hell, if not worse, for me... i greatly miss my class... just take yest for example... i didn't know where to go before school... but somehow or other... my legs just took me to 1T22... to my surprise... i saw yvonne and sean there... after a while... more members of the class showed up... that just somehow made my day... was really glad to be with them again... i have so much to say... but i really don't know how to put them into words... esp my gratitude towards the class for making my first 3 months such a memorable time... even if we don't end up in the same class... i will never forget u all... i swear to that...

2005-03-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

been a month since i last posted here... so much have changed during the past month... can't believe its just a month... we have changed from a class closely bonded together to a class where only 8 people are staying in CJ... ok... i know i shouldn't be feeling this way... people have to make their own choices... i have no right to interfere in which JCs they choose to go to... it would be selfish, as sean put it, for me to want the others to stay just so that the class can remain together... well... i guess they are right... everyone have their own life... they have what they want to... well... guess just hafta pray that the 8 of us can remain in the same class... man... i seriously hate to go through orientation all over again... all those stupid introductory games... well... mass dance is fun! LOL

i just guess that CJ is just not what they want like me... i had wanted to go to other JCs... i could have easily appeal to SA if i wanted... but i know that the place wouldn't suit me... only CJ will suit me as the atmosphere is what i want... u get to play and work at the same time... people talk to u as though u are a good friend of theirs... in most other JCs... no matter what people say... everyone will be more of "every man for himself"... i hate that type of shit... whats the point of going to a good school if it means sacrifising friendship... seriously speaking... i value friendship more than my studies... call me stupid... call me retarded... call me anything... but thats just me...

2005-02-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

due to 'popular' demand... dear mr ben koh have decided to update his blog... hahaz... i shall start this entry with BEN KOH RAWKS MORE THAN SEAN CHUA AND GRACE HO! kekeke...

i swear that i will never sit in between sean and grace for any lectures anymore... normally sean and will sit between me and grace... but just now during the maths lecture... he asked me to sit in between him and grace... and i swear i really regreted that decision... hahaz... my poor maths lecture notes... full of drawings and stuff like "GRACE ROCKS!" like super wth... -.- but being me... i fought back and yea... grace and sean notes are full of my scribbling too... wahaha... thats maths lecture for u... playing a fool and not paying attention to the tcher... kekeke... but then again... who can pay atention in mr chye lessons??? LOL... :P oh ya... starry starry night!!! somehow or other... our dear sean's lecture notes decided to be xtra and have 2 blank pages which no one else have at all... and since i can't take his notes being so clean... i started using my colour pens and started dotting on his paper... and he named it STARRY STARRY NITE!! its so nice lah... my artistic talents being showcase here... hahaz...

class seems rather boring without darrell around... but at least its better than what i thought it would be... maybe part of the reason was that mr zhou yang decided to become as lame, if not even more, as me... never knew that he could produce more bullshits than me... and i thought i was bad... hahaz... i just got knock off the table of lameness... mr zhouyang is now first... i am in second place... poor me... "when i say life science u say YO! life sci YO! life sci YO!" he used the school cheer to come up with that cheer for life sci... how lame... hahaz...

is the responsibilities of a HTC to really BKL?? other than the subject reps... no one else is giving sean any help... ziwei and marcus have not done anything for the class although both of them are pccg and wc resp... when sean asked someone else to plan the dinner tmr... none of the guys volunteered to help at all... even though i believe that pccg and wc should be in charged of stuffs like this... i really hope that this can changed and everyone will at least help out in something or just at least do their own duties... this is rather dissapointing... there are 19 guys in class and only 5 girls... but the sad reality is that i dare say that the girls have definitely contributed alot more to the class than the guys have... so guys... really hope that u all can buck up... -.-

x-country is on tmr... oh great... i'm gonna die... someone save me... please stay tune to see if i survive to blog another day... hahaz... btw... anybody want to walk with me??? join the benjamin walkaton... hahaz... i emphaise on the word walk here... hahaz... lamified... i just totally hate x-country... why the hell must they have x-country so early in the year??? -.- stupid school! but then again... after we are done with tmr... we need not run x-country till nxt yr... guess its better o just get it over and done with eh? haha...

SEAN!! IS THERE DINNER TMR?!?!?!?

man utd +.25 - arsenal my prediction... don't follow me... cause i am not betting... :P

2005-01-23T02:27:00.000+08:00

there goes another week... how fast time flies... soon... before we know it... it will be the release of our o's results... man... don't i just love that day... i have a bad feeling bout it... i am so scared that i will not make it to a JC... i want to continue being in a JC... somehow... i still feel that its better to be in a JC... even if it is just CJ... its still better than being in a poly... so i am seriously hopong that i can at least get lesser than 20 points for O's...

i am really beginning to bond with the class... i really hope that the rest of the class can stick together after the first 3 months... altho i think that it is impossible... from what i know... a few, or rather, more than a few are planning to leave CJ after the first 3 months... for me... even if i stay in CJ... i think most prob i will be opting for a 4 sub combi, comprising of maths, physics, chem, econs... instead of my current 3 sub combi of maths, physics, chem... i think i shld be able to handle an extra subject if i am just willing to put in that effort... so yea... i guess its really left to be seen....

-ziwei- i really can't stand the sight of him... i really cannot imagine how someone can do such mean things and still act so innocent bout it... like its not his fault at all... he is also not in the least sorry bout what he has done... i tink anyone with the least bit of decency should at least apologised after that incident... but did ziwei do it??? NO!!! what a fucker... i am absolutely digusted with ziwei's behaviour regarding what he did to sean... i am sorry i have to point this out... but i hope that after the first 3 months... i need not ever see ziwei at all... btw... don't u all think his name sounds so damn gay... anyone watch huan zhu ge ge... erkang's wife is called ziwei... wahaha...

darrell is leaving soon... 15 of feb... i really wish that we had met earlier... maybe it is just god playing a fool on us both... it wasn't easy to find such a good friend... and he is going away... i might have known him 4 years ago... should his appeal to SJI had gotten thru... but too bad... the appeal was unsuccessful and he had to go to maris stella... so fate had it... we would be in the saem class in CJ... i can easily say that he is my best friend in CJ... but too bad... after the 15 of fob... the nxt time i can crap with him face to face will be in like 6 months time when he comes back for his holidays... wonder how class will be like without his presence... boring i presume... no one to crap with me to make the whole class laugh... haha...

yes... sean chua... i regard u as my best friend too... wahahaha...

man... now i know why jonas like to blog in the middle of the night... the entry just comes naturally... esp when its all so quiet around u... pretty nice feeling... maybe i shall blog at 3 am in the morning nxt time too... cool eh???

ok... i guess i better go off to sleep... bye guys.................. till nxt time...

=dear. i love u forever=

2005-01-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

CJC school rally

We are heirs of a glorious kingdom

Of treasures past ages have bestowed

Of the truth wisdom love and peace

We rejoice to proclaim and uphold

Live in Truth live in Faith and Love

Let our light spread and brighten the night

Let our flame warm all hearts and unite

ok... i know... to some people... cjc sucks... i don't know why u all think so... but cj is a really great place to be in... for one... the people there are really very warm and friendly... they really make u feel as if u are part of the CJ family... i know lots of people keep on saying they want to transfer out of the school after the first 3 months... well... i can't stop them from thinking that way... cause if i have a choice for a better jc... i will not want to remain in CJ as well as it is not really that good academically... i know that now is defintely no more a time to slack and play like what i did in SJI... i really was just slacking arnd everyday then... but i really can't afford to that anymore... i really needa study now... yes... BENJAMIN KOH IS STUDYING!!! stunning right??? LOL... well... at least for now maths and chem ain't that bad... but GP and physics is real shit... i feel super dumb during GP... who's the general-secretery for the UN??? kofi annan... guess what??? i didn't know that till darrell got jakke bout it during GP lecture... hahaz... when the lecturer ask him who was the UN secretery... he didn't know... so being the kind souls some of my classmates were... they kept saying kofi annan... but guess what... he heard it as COFFEE!!! so he was like... COFFEE?!? what coffee?!? hahaz... so yea... that was how me and darrell knew who is the UN general-secretery... hahaz... :P

i'm glad i am in 1T22... altho there are only 5 girls... hahaz... at least the class is beginning to bond together... well... the first time i stepped into class... i was like... oh shit! why must i be in the same class as ziwei?!? and i looked arnd me... oh shit!!! i know no one except ziwei and yu hsien... well... then i saw the 2 maris stella guys.... for a while i tot they were brothers or sth... hahaz... kinda cool... both of them look kinda alike... and i was also not too happy to be in the same class as the 2 maris lah... cos any badminton player from sji, dunman and ngee ann would hate maris stella... but as time went by... me and darrell got to be good friends... cos we are both damn bloody crappy!!! wahaha... we make the whole class laugh everyday lah... lol... here is an eg. why did the bird fall off the sky??? cos there was a thunder and the bird used its wings to cover its ears!!! -.-! kekeke

oh... btw... i am the chemistry rep of the class... like super wth!! i'm actually holding a "leadership" role... man... those who know me will laugh their ass off when they read this i bet... hahaz... mr chiam was damn bastard lah... he was like... the chem rep need not be someone good in chem... i was like phew... then he went... but its BETTER if he is... so i got the job... y??? cos i was the only one with an A2 in class... the rest got B3 and below... like super -.- lah...

oh yes!!! this is a must to say!!! i am officially annoucing that i am going to quit badminton at the end of this year!!! i am really rather sick of badminton after 10 years in the sport now... and also... i think my body can't take it anymore... my back and knees are really aching like mad... feel like an old man sometimes... come to think of it... i've come a really long way... from a bloody stupid idiot who can't even hold a racket for nuts... to representing SJI and getting a south zone 2nd and national 3rd... just hoping for 1 more medal this year... then i will have 8 medals... good number to stop at.. hahaz... :p

i miss dear... have not seen her for quite some time now... everyday too busy to meet her... miss her so much... hopefully i can see her soon... muackz... love u... :)

2005-01-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

Christopher Lee & Michelle Saram - Bring Us Back

When all is said and done

and nothing matters anymore

Are you a part of me

It was so easy,

we had it all but it was all in vain

I would have given more

Now the stage is bare there's no one

Where it used to be so magical

All the roles I played in,

never a happy ending

I remember the first time

u took me by the hand

You said was meant to be,

if love is yours then it will find a way to

Bring us back where our love first started

Where did it all go

Never thought that love could just slip us by

But you're inside of me,

I've been holding on

A prayer in my heart

Wish you would come running to me and

Bring me back where love was our power

Let's give love a chance and

let me know this time you're gonna stay

Oh baby come to me I'm waiting

Let me hold you tight wont let go

Bring it back where love's so good

Now the stage is bare there's no one
Where it used to be so magical
All the roles I played in,
never a happy ending

Baby come to me I'm waiting

Let me hold you tight wont let go

Bring it back where love's so good

2004-12-08T01:35:00.000+08:00

i' ve been listening to the midi in my blog for the last 2 days... somehow or other... i am really captivated by it... i can listen to it for hours and not getting sick of it... just this 1 song... for those that don't know... this song is actually from the movie windstruck... a really sad show that really captured my heart and tears... this song reminds me of that show and somehow create a really sad feeling and depressing feeling within me... but thats how i feel anyway... guess thats the reason why i am so in love with the song... it just somehow fits my mood........................................................

really wondering why i actually blog something like this... weird me... maybe i just needed to get something off my chest... wonder if anyone actually realised my existance... hmmmmm.... point to ponder upon... i wonder who will be the nxt person to tag my board... i guess no one... sad me sad life..............

2004-12-05T18:18:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i last blog... been feeling too tired or too bored to blog... nothing seems to be interesting nowadays... life sucks... my life is becoming more and more like a routine... totally sucks... maybe the most interesting thing that happen this few days was the visit to mr wong's hse... his daughter is just so cute... got the pic in my fone... but can't seem to send it... weird eh??? so too bad... those that want to see her hafta either find me somehow or the other way is to visit mr wong urself... lol... =P this is all i can blog... others are rather personal... so don't feel like saying anything bout it... thats wad i hate bout blogs... nothing personal can ever go into it... haiz... whats the point of a blog then??? for me to just crap and spam i guess... haiz...

wo zhen de hao ai ni lao po... muackz...

2004-11-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

The man came home from work late again, tired and irritated, to find his 5 year old son waiting for him at the door.

"Daddy, may I ask you a question?"
"Yeah, sure, what is it?" replied the man.
"Daddy, how much money do you make an hour?"
"That's none of your business! What makes you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.
"I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?" pleaded the little boy.
"If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour."
"Oh," the little boy replied, head bowed. Looking up, he said, "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00 please?"

The father was furious. "If the only reason you wanted to know how much money I make is just so you can borrow some to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you're being so selfish. I work long, hard hours everyday and don't have time for such childish games."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even madder about the little boy's questioning. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money. After an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think he may have been a little hard on his son. Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $10.00, and he really didn't ask for money very often.

The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
"Are you asleep son?" he asked.
"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.
"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier," said the man. "It's been a long day and I took my aggravation out on you. Here's that $10.00 you asked for."
The little boy sat straight up, beaming. "Oh, thank you daddy!" he yelled.

Then, reaching under his pillow, he pulled out some more crumpled up bills.
The man, seeing that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at the man.
"Why did you want more money if you already had some?" the father grumbled.
"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied.
"Daddy, I have $20.00 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?"

2004-11-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

i went msia today... i totally love going to msia... u know why??? cause i love the arcade there... wahaha... i only play 1 game in arcades,,, and that is virtual striker... any version... if u can kick my ass in that game... u gotta be one hell of a pro... lol... its almost certain i will get 1 goal... cannot rmb the last time i played and not scored a goal... lol... so to win me... u need to score at least 2 goals against me... and thats provided i don't score again... lol... so u noe... wahaha... but i totally love msia onez... cos its version 99.. not found in singapore anymore... boohoohoo... ok... back to version 99... wahaha... there's a way to score within 3 sec... so u know... imagine playing against someone and withing 3 secs u are 1-0 down... how demoralising right??? lol... =P anw... was playing when i saw this guy actually wanted to challenge me... so i anyhow play... then when left 20 secs... i scored 3 goals... u should have seen how stun he looked... lol... i was laughing my ass off when he walked away to play another machine... wahaha... anw... i completed till the last stage for the 2 times i played... top the scoreboard... 22 goals in 5 matches... how cool... wahahaha... =P btw... if anyone wan to challenge me in the game.. just tell me... muahahaha... =D the best is parkway parade one... u ask me play there one i even happier... 1 match 13 goals also can... wahaha... =P

ars -0.25, tot -0.5, ports 0, south -0.25 miami -10.5, lakers -0.5, sacramento
*bets are predicted purely by me... follow at your own risks*

i love u dear... i love u forever and ever... muackz... i will nva leave u... muackz... wo hao ai hao ai ni... =D dun leave me k??? muackz muackz muackz... AI NI!!

2004-11-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

u know... i think my class pic damn cool... u know why... cause my idol in there... u look right at the top... see that guy over there... the retarded fuck always looking down??? thats my idol... st john baptish de la salle... he damn cool right... always staring down at me during lessons... then i very poor thing... cannot play a fool... cause he looking at me... so no choice hafta do my work... lol... =P

btw... i just realised that andrew is the most handsome and cool among us... lol... imagine going to ljs and spent 9 bucks on 2 pieces of fish, some chips, and a few mouldy looking pieces of lettuce... well... thats what andrew did... wahaha...

andrew: erm... i want combo 1... but i want the fish one...
the lady: huh?
andrew: *points to the pic outside* that one
another lady: oh... the fish more is it?
andrew: yah...

well... end up he did not want the fish more.. drew actually wanted the fish platter... wahaha... the fish platter was 3.90... but fish more was 6.10... wahaha... see the diff??? lol... then he still upsize and add salad... end up... 8++ bucks... dun u all think andrew is just so handsome and cool??? wahaha... then the best thing was yeo bought combo 2... and it look totally like drew's one... lol... totally handsome... wahaha... then drew consoled himself by saying that it was only 3 bucks more only... lol... =P

ok... back to more serious stuff... lol... hmmm... today e maths paper 2 was easy... real easy... super easy... lol... later fail i laugh like dog... wahaha... should not lah... think A1 should be quite possible cause i calculated i only minus bout 5-6 marks from both papers... so... *cross fingers* hope i can get my A1... really need this A1... really really need... Social Studies... damn bloody stunning ...2 RI(not that retard sch... but Relative Importance, which means... which factor is the most impt and which 2 not as impt...)... how cool... totally stun me sia... but then luckily i smart enough to do both RI... actually i think more than 3/4 the sch did it... lol... so no big deal... wahaha... more of SS will be discussed below... wahahaha... =P A maths was total shit... i minus like 20 marks??? how cool... lol... =P

i got 8 days break before my o's continue again... 8 days b4 i can enjoy the freezing aircon together with my class of gays again... lol... jkjk... =P left 4 sub... hist elect... a maths 2... physics... chem... merrychristmas... lol... hist elect really needa score high... thanks to the damn falkland islands.. if i am one of those fucked up terrorists... i would definitely bomb the shit out of that place... i swear i would... but too bad... i think those terrorists are real screwballs with no nuts... real crazy pple... so i will nva be one... so the damn falkland will survive... damn! back to the topic... lol... slightly off-track there... =P a maths 2... die oso nvm... cos my a maths 1 die le... so not much diff... lol... =P physics... i believe with a lil more hardwork and studying... the A1 should also be not much of a prob... but.......... thats provided that i will ever pick up those fucking physics notes in the first place... lol... =P and lastly... the last paper of all... my fav and best subject... CHEMISTRY!!! boy... do i love this sub... no matter what... i can never get my A1... for 2 years i have being trying to get an A1... the highest and lowest i got was A2... lol... =P the closest i ever got was 74!!! A2!!! -_-! got 1 more freaking mark and it would have been an A1.. but... oh well... so i really hope that this time it will be a 1 instead of a 2... *fingers still kept crossed* lol... =P

2004-11-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

Perfect ^{simple plan}

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

2004-11-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

i'm done!!!!! finally had the time to do it... hahaz... =P took kinda long to re-do my template this time... cos was ermmm... ermm... studying... yes... studying... a lil lah... hahaz... =P actually i did not change much to the template... just made the entry square bigger... than change the pic to my class photo... hahaz... thanks lew... for providing me with the photo... wahahaha... i love my class... but do my class love me??? who cares??? wahahaha... =P

hmmmm... the world is a funny place... dun u all think so??? esp pple... when pple care bout u... u tink that they are being nosy... and u wan them to leave u alone and fuck off... but when no one cares bout u... u start to wimper in self pity like a total fucking gay shit... like totally what the hell is that... weird world... weird pple...

ok... back to more serious stuff... O LEVELS!!!!!!!!! i feel rather guilty bcos of this piece of shit exams... i've not been studying much... practically close to not studyng at all... i know that if i don't do well for the exams... its totally my fault... but i just feel so lazy to pick up the fucking book to study... totally hate studying... haiz... but at the same time.. if i really start to study... i will feel like a total bastard... like totally not me at all... its not at all like me to pick up the damn book and start mugging like nobody's business... argh! fuck o levels... what will happen to me nxt yr??? just as my social life took a turn for the better... what happens... o levels... this shit exam is gonna seperate me from my friends... maybe not for the first 3 months... but what bout aft that??? haiz... sad life...

k... feel too lazy to continue typing... till xt time... bye...

2004-10-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

heyhey... bear with me again... i'm changing my template again... wahaha... :P

2004-10-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

went for some stupid tea session thingy yest... tot they gonna give us some award or sth to reward us... but wtf... we went there just for them to show us off to the parents... -_-! farking waste of my time... screw them... totally wasted my time... ok... maybe not... at least i found out that weiquan, clare, hoz, jev and nic might be going vj... so i am appealing for vj too... ask jo lee to help me... wahahaha... cos she noe the HOD for sports in vj... lalalala... i trying to get in thru the backdoor... muahahahaa... :p

oh fark... i might just haf screwed my chance to go vj... shucks! cos i got the date of the open hse wrongly... now really muz hope jo lee can help me... haiz... pray pray pray...

2004-10-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm... after tmr... my 4 years in sji will end... totally cherished the times i spent with my friends in there.. lost a good friend... really regret it... keith wong... i guess i really dun wan to continue the fight anymore... i give up... i'm sorry for anything i've done(not only to keith but to everyone out there whom i've offended)... i sick of it all... i dun wan to leave the school with any enemies or sth... anybody who knows keith... just tell him i'm sorry...

class of 1e10['01],2e10['02],310['03],410['04]... people whom i will cherished forever.. =) at the same time... pay tribute to my tchers... mr foo, miss d'costa, mrs tan, mr chan, mr wong, mr liew... blah blah blah... lol... =P

Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

2004-10-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

wah... kefli damn pro sia... this was what he told a few of us...

if u wan to pon sch... go ahead and pon... coming to sch is a waste of time... i noe u all can study better at home... so if u all dun wan come sch... just give me a letter... what can the sch do to u? they can't stop u from taking the papers also...

wah... pro rite? the tcher can tell the students lidat... dun come sch better... lol... anw... tink i gonna pon on thurs again... lol... cos thurs gt elect hist... de i lazy to do my hw... so pon sch lorz... no maths anw... so nt impt... lol... :p

2004-10-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

i feel damn pro... hahaz.. didn't go sch today... got 3 main reason... :p 1st reason... i didn't do my hist elect hw... wahahaha... in order not to get my grp into trouble... i pon sch... wahahaha... 2nd reason... i was damn tired... wanted to rest for the day... so i din go sch... lol... 3rd reason damn stupid... i thought today got english... lol... how wondeful... and guess what... today no english... but tmr GOT!!! wtf sia... haiz... damn sad... needa see the farking mr M... hate him to the core... he should go to hell... like anyone of us care...

i feel damn sad... my soccer betting lose like dog... can go kill myself... feel damn sad... but cannot exactly blame me oso... my first few matches damn accurate... but my uncle called me damn late... matches all start le... cannot bet... knn... not my fault rite? but anw... i caused my uncle to lose 2 matches... haiz... damn suay... nvm... shall win back everything on weds... wahahaha.. =P man... i tink i'm addicted to soccer betting... =X not a good sign... but who cares... as long as i dun bet too much can le... ;)

2004-10-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

prelims are over... scored 17 points... same as jepon... wahaha... my class only 11/29 going jc... lol... cool rite??? hahaz... hmmm... graduation is over too... soon i'll be out of sji... 4 years... gone in a flash... plenty of memories which i hope i can take with me forever.... despite some setbacks i've suffered along the way... most of em in my relationships with my friends and classmates... sji will always be the best school in singapore to me... always it will remain in my heart... i guess i've not contribute much to the sch... only contribution i made is the 1st nationals top 4 placing for the school in badminton for over 10 years... hahaz... and i'm also part of a class which has made history in sji.... we are the only class,410, to score 100% distinction.... in CCA!!! wahahaha... grad. nite was great... despite the long hours of sitting... i've enjoyed it alot... it felt great to be looked upon as the graduating class of 2004... hahaz...

pick off this section from jevon's blog
interesting quote
"ladies and gentlemen, i hereby present to you the only class in the history of SJI to score 100% distinction................. in CCA... ha ha... the graduating class of 410, 2004..." Raymond wong

"i'm giving out oreos to those who did not go for recess today" lee siew lian
"mdm, can i have one??? i did not go for recess... i was playing soccer" B.K

2004-09-24T01:57:00.000+08:00

man... i'm tired... shall post my entry tmr... :p go slp now... cyaz guys...

2004-08-29T01:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm... just gave my blog a new look... can't find a colour to go with the background... can anyone please give suggestions??? thanks alot... :)

hmmm... gtg n slp le... bye... shall try n blog tmr... :)

2004-06-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

heyhey... i'm back... hahaz... feelin damn bored... so juz post a short lil msg... hahaz... dun reali noe wad to post oso... hahaz... :p hmm... anw... badminton... the sec 4s have officially pass down all duties to the sec 3s... we are no longer the leaders but the sec 3s are... hope they can do their best and bring glory to themselves and the school... good luck... hahaz... =P i am oso being nominated for school colours... hopefully can get it... doubt can get zone colours le... cos my school pe dept must approve it first... then the pe dept hates mi... cos i dun show them any respect at all since they dun deserved it... so i guess zone colours is out for mi... damn... was hoping to get it lorz... nvm... school colours better than nothing... wahhaha... :p

had a wonderful dinner yest... hahaz... our coach brought us to eat... cos we did very well in comp mah... hahaz... =P gt chilli crab, pepper crab, prawns, chicken wings, sweet and sour meat, fish... blah blah blah... hahaz... lazy type liao... lolx~ :p anw... went and play bowling aft dinner... my first time playin... lolx~ den my firz throw and guess wad... strike!!! hahaz... pro rite??? wad to do??? hahaz... but aft that die liao... lolx~ tink i gt 70 sth for that game... heyhey... nt bad liao k??? startin hozheng played for mi... 3 frame 15 points... aft dat den i played myself... nt baad rite??? firz time playing somemore lehx... hahaz... =P

~ happy 1 yr 4 months anniversary dear!!! ~

2004-06-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

friends friends friends... i wonder...

how many true friends can one haf??? can anyone give me an answer???

can anyone define the phrase "true friends" for me???

i hafta admit it... i don't feel as if i haf friends... i feel so alone... so distant from everyone... esp these few days... mayb i m an introvert...

have not seen dear for a few days too... only talk for about 1-2 hour with her each day... but what bout the rest of the day??? i feel dead... unwanted... a piece of shit...

O Level Chinese
i tink i'm dead... who cares??? i noe i don't...

2004-05-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

frenzied laughter

silvers. we are friends, buddies even, and this word maybe makes us more secure as friends, more united as a clique, but i dont want us to be anchored down because of this one word, silvers, but instead really feel the need of coming together as buddies. i dont see the point of having it if we are not making an effort. after yesterday, i finally decided to pen this down. i dont expect any of those die hard friendship, but just at least we can proudly say we are the silvers, we are buddies. we can never do that, never, if we even mind each other.

and to jevon, maybe its all day long joking and crapping, you never been able to be serious, i have tried to get some message over but never been able to succeed, but please do not just see me as your crapping partner and someone to turn to when you are bored, that shallow, but a true friend. and to nick, we recently got into more emotional topics, and i hope we have both enlightened each other about certain things. you two better take care, all your relationship problems, dont treat it as a burden, but use it to motivate you in life. love is God sent, so let it be.

found that in one of jonas's post on his blog... it set my miserable pea-sized brain thinkin once again... i guess jonas is really rite... how close is silvers??? i dunno... i doubt we r that close... just take mi n winson... i haf nt seen him in god-damn knows how long... half a yr??? mayb... i dun even remember when was the last time i saw him... how cool is dat??? another prob wif silvers is that we r all in diff class... thus we wan to b accepted by our classmates too... thus needin time to hang out wif em... mayb its inborn wif mi n jonas... we both prefer to hang out within a small grp.. haf a really close bunch of frens and hang out together... but thats nt how the rest of em thinks... they wan other pple to accept them too... thats a major barrier between us... =S i dunno anything about the rest of em... mayb its cos i too busybody??? but no one ever seems to wan to haf a gd chat... for eg. no one even knew jonas broke up wif sheena at that time... wad the hell??? wow... we r so close that when one of us is so damn sad n we dun even noe bout it... how cool is dat??? and do anyone even know how i feel inside??? does anyone know what m i tinkin??? i doubt so... =S

to jonas... hey... if u r free... and u c mi online... chat wif mi ya??? i really need someone to tok to at the moment... i feelin so damn stress... =S to nick... dunno wad ger u gt ur sights on... bt gd luck wif her anw... =) to jevon... just read ur blog too... i once told weiqi this... now i m tellin it to u... in a relationship... there is no right and no wrong... and u can nva expect a love triangle to have a perfect ending... one person will haf to get hurt... if u wan it to b u... den u gotta act fast... if its another party... den make it clear dat u dun like her as soon as possible... or else... all 3 will get hurt in the end... gd luck to u too... =) to hoz, yeo, winson, and andrew.. i dunno wad to say to u guys... i dunno wad r u guys goin thru at the moment... neither do u guys know wad i m goin thru at the moment... gd luck in wadeva u r doin... =)

2004-05-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

haiz... tmr got chinese mid yr exams... nt fully prepared yet... tink i die le lah... stoopid mid yr... go to hell lah... so lazy to study... carn believe i took 2 hours to complete 1 stoopid sec 4 handbook... wad the hell was i doin sia??? hmmm.... crazee mi... argh!!!

k lah... i go study for the damn tink le... needa mug for it... tryin to top my clz again... wahaha... dun tink dats possible too... being too damn slack for the past few months... wahaha... i rock i noe... :P cyaz guyz...

~i miss u alot dear...~

2004-05-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

wahaha... i reali damn pro sia... i tink i 1 month post 1 time entry lah... hahaz... ok... i shall b nice... since our dear jonas has decided to re-open his blog... mayb i shall follow him n update more often... wahaha... though i doubt i m so hardworking to do dat... wahaha... :p

SJI is 3rd in Nationals Badminton Championship... damn sad... din get second... bt its ok... at least we got third... better den nth... wahaha... now dis means dat a track suit is comin my way... wahaha... man... i haf been waitin for dat for a damn long time le... i wan my track suit!!! hehz... =P bt actuali... all my rewards in badminton actuali belongs to mr malcolm wong... if nt for him... i would continue slackin lyk some idiot... and thus i would definitely nt make the competition... therefore... i must reali thank mr wong for talkin me into trainin real hard for the sch... giving a chance to do the sch proud... SJI rocks!!! Ora Et Laboura!!!

my mid yr is startin on wed... now that totali sux man... i haf nt god-damn started preparin for it... fuck sia... i tink i m goin to flunk my damn mid yr... argh... hell wif it... it can go to hell... fuck it...

Hmm... i tink i m becomin real guai sia... i m gettin the habit of readin books... books... mind u... nt magazines or some short stories thingy... but reali books... i've read... a walk to remember - nicholas sparks, regina's song - David Eddings, Message In A Bottle - Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook - Nicholas Sparks, the Guardian - Nicholas Sparks... and oso Final Fantasy : the Spirit within... i like the first 3 books alot... esp the books by nicholas sparks... its real touching... and also very well written... i haf nva read any book better den dat... regina's song is also not a bad book... its a real sad story bout 2 twins... who 1 is raped n murdered, while the other starts on a revenge misson... now i m readin A Time To Kill - John Grisham... doesn't seem to b as nice as the others... wahaha...

k... got sch tmr... needa slp le... tc everyone!!!

~dear... wo yong yuan yong yuan ai ni~

2004-04-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

wahaha... pon sch today... pro anot??? lolx~ guess y i din go sch... hahaz... cos i din finish my hw!!! lalala... :p actually thats only part of the reason lah... i was late liao oso... den my head pretty pain oso... so nva go sch lorz... hahaz... pro nt pro nt??? wahaha... :p

practically slack lyk shit again today... hahaz... woke up at 5... tried to finish my damn mindmap... couldn't complete it... head was hurting lyk shit... den late liao... so i go back to slp instead... wahaha... woke up at bout 8... ate my breakfast... slp again... wahaha... woke up at 12... go do some groccery shopping wif my mother... go eat lunch... come hm... finish my hw... bout 3 lidat... slp again... wahaha... woke up at bout 6 plus... watch tv... eat dinner... n here i m... wahaha... :p

got competition tmr... i'm nt playing... haiz~ damn saddening... still carn believe it... sad case sia... =S nvm... as long as sji win can liao... =D sji badminton team rocks!!!

~i misss u alot dear...~

2004-04-04T02:23:00.000+08:00

wow... long time nva blog le... hahaz... was pretty bz recently... wif the stoopid nationals n tests n hw for the past week... man... i'm tired... *yawn* needa slp soon... hahaz... try n update as much as i can... :P

hmmm... lets c... lets juz tok bout my competition firz... was screwed by the coach on weds... fuck him... he tot i was damn proud... din respect my opponents... dats y i anyhow play n lost my match... bt that was nt the case lorz... the real reason was dat my leg damn play... nt in the mood to play... den oso gt one impt reason...(bt i nt sayin it out...) den so i reali couldn't focus on the game lorz... of cos lose rite??? bt den come to tink of it... i'm stunned!!! lost to some freaks of greenview sec... wtf sia... bt den anw... the coach gave mi another chance yest... he let mi play against juying... lost again... bt den... at least i tried my best... =) den u noe... i so attitude lorz... gt one service of juying rite??? clare say in... bt empire say short... so the juying guy say wad clare say in... so should b counted as in... den i went up to dat guy n say... the empire decision is final... the juying guy agreed... den their tcher super extra lorz... when we settle everytink liao he muz come n interupt n gif his stoopid unwelcome comment... he claimed dat the service was in... yes ar... he so damn far away he can c... wad a gd joke... mayb he din noe dat april fool pass liao.. lolx~ so i juz told him... "look at that link... if gt one shot land dere... i say in... linesman say out.... listen to who???" he say... "listen to lineman..." den i juz replied him... "gd... shut up and get lost..." wahaha... cool enuf anot??? lolx~

oh man... reali tired... k lah... goin to zzzz liao... if nt i m goin to fall aslp in front of my comp again... wahaha... nitez everyone....

~dear... its amazing to think how much we've been thru ya??? muackz... love ya!!~

2004-03-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

yea... at last... dear's comin bac from obs tmr... i miss u so much dear... really alot alot alot... i nva miss u so much b4... u noe dis few days without u... i seem to haf lyk lost a goal in life... its as tho life's nt worth living... :S i miss u sooooooooooooo much.... hao xiang hao xiang hao xiang ni...

anw... guess wad??? i gt firz in clz... -_-" my results sux lorz... overal percentage 59.86% onli lorz... its damn freaking low lorz... din even score aboce 60... :S my clzmates r seriously dumb sia... i tot i would get lyk in the middle le... who would haf guess i would get firz??? stun sia...

hmmm... tmr gt some hse cheering competition shit... waste of time sia... dun feel lyk goin to sch... wad for shout lyk some e for ediot for nth??? juz mayb some pride if our hse win... wad for cheer so loudly now??? might as well wait till some real inter-sch competition den send us dere and cheer rite??? wad for shout lyk hell tmr... total waste of time sia... "mummy mummy... can i dun go sch tmr???"

~dear... wo hao xiang ni... xiang dao kuai ya feng le...~

2004-03-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

juz read mervyn's blog... saw 1 entry dat really gt me tinking... who r my frens reali??? who on earth out dere reali consider me as a fren... very few i tink... m i reali dat unbearable??? m i dat irritating??? or izit sth wrong dat i do??? or r pple juz jealous of mi or sth??? i dunno... but it seems as though i dun haf any frens now... at least nt 1 who can go thru ordeals or console mi when i m in need... mayb mervyn, joshua, and of cos dear would... but will the rest do dat??? i dun tink so... my class is fucked up... 410 sux to the core... i dun expect to haf much frens in dere anw...almost everyone from 410 hates mi... or juz pretends to b frens wif mi... bt tok bad bout mi behind my back... i used to tink i can juz ignore it n nt care bout dat... bt i carn seem to ignore it even if i tried real hard... i need frens... (everyone do... don't dey???) bt i carn seem to find much... can someone juz b a kind soul n tell mi truthfully dat u consider mi as a fren???

~dear... i reali need u here now... i need u...~

2004-03-09T17:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm... my clz seriously sux man... someone stole melvin loh's wallet... n dat loser din dare to return melvin the wallet... real loser... if the loser had at least return the wallet, together wif the IC and EZ link card... it wouldn't b dat bad... he can take the 55 bucks for all melvin care lorz... bt juz return the rest of the stuff... bt dat loser din even return the rest... wad a wuss sia...

bleaghx... my results seriously lyk shit... 59% onli... wad the hell sia... dats sux lyk shit lorz... den my L1R5 is 25 lorz... cannot go JC... onli can go poly... wad the shit sia... actually can score much better onez lehx... bt my chem screwed up lyk shit lorz... my hist elective oso... wan to cry liao lah... altho i did better den most of my clzmates... bt my results reali sux lyk shit... really dissapointed in myself... =S

English - C6 (53)
Chinese - B3 (66)
E maths - A2 (71)
A maths - C5 (59)
Physics - B3 (66)
Chemistry - C6 (54)
Hist elect - C6 (50)

~i miss u so much dear... wish u r bac from obs le...~

2004-03-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm... just saw our draw for the Nationals... group wif Juying Sec, Marsiling Sec and Greenview Sec... shld nt b a prob lah... unless we screw up lyk shit... wahaha... which is nt much of a possibility... hahaz... the whole team lyk now damn on lorz... firz time in dunno how many years get second in south zone lorz... hahaz... SJI badminton team rocks man... hehz...

hmmm... slack lyk shit during trng... onli played for a while... went n do my hw instead... wahaha... cos i forgot to bring hm my a maths textbk... so had to borrow from chum chun lok to do over dere lorz... i so pro... finish all the qn... hahaz... pretty ez... lolx~

hmmm... my common test results ain't dat gd... screwed up big time in chem... 54/100... firz time i gt below a B3 in chem... i'm seriously stunned... a maths, 59/100 ; physics, 66/100 ; e maths 71/100... the rest still dunno... hopefully i do well sia... my chem lowest among all my results... my chem used to b my best subject onez lorz... wad the hell happen sia... bt i still gt top 10 in class wif dat kinda marks... physics i m second in class... lost to keith... he gt 68... :S freak... lost to him cos my electrical current thingy all wrong... cos i tot drawin same as theory... negative to positive... bt actuali when drawin... its supposed to b positive to negative... so all wrong... 5-6/50 lorz... which means... i can actuali score an A1 for physics... wtf sia... wasted...

~dear... i love u till the end of time... will u do the same for mi???~

2004-03-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm... dis is my new blog... nt much pple will noe of dis blog... most likely it will b password protected too... so as nt to allow spams or fuckers... k... gtg now... byez...